smurf.

i'm sooo not in the mood of doing anything. dont know why. ehm maybe i know a bit. this and that.
just felt that my mood is swinging so easily. tired of it. tired of being controlled by surroundings n circumstances. i know i shouldn’t be like that. but i ended up like this, so many times.
huff.. smurf smurf smurf..
anw i like the word smurf now. just remember about the smurfs, the comic story about the small blue creatures living in smurf village. it has been years i havent read those stories again, and suddenly i miss reading it again. but where could they be found by now? hoho
well back to the word smurf. the smurfs like to talk in smurf language, such like, 'i'm smurfing to the smurf', 'nice to smurf you', etc. it's just random i guess. so i like to say it, cause it's random. hehe
ahh enough for now. just smurfing around. smurf smurf :)

indomie selerakuuu :)

did some food experiments with indomie last month, forgot to post it here. nyumm :)

another random post

had too much euphoria since the last 3 hours. siang ini dpt gud news, dpt dua nama penguji buat eva2 n sidang akhir nanti. dan pengujinya bukan yang aneh2..jadi, terimakasih Tuhan :) :) rasanya senaaang, bahagia, tenang, tp kok jadi tambah males ngerjain TAnya yah.hahaha padahal eva2 tinggal itungan hari nih kynya.n there's still so much to do. huff
anyway untuk menyemangati diri gw kembali buat ngerjain TA, gw iseng nyari2 preview Earth Movie by Disney di youtube. hv u seen this film? gw udah nntn bbrapa bulan yang lalu, filmnya bagussssss bangettttt!! pengambilan gambarnya, suasananya, pencahayaannya, semuanya deh.. love this movie so much. dan klo ngeliat film ini tuh rasanya jadi stunned by the greatness of our God. ada bagian di film ini yang ky ngasi liat pohon2an yang berbunga2an gitu,dari bunga2nya masi kuncup, sampe bunganya mekar, trus dari pohonnya masi berwarna kekuning2an krn lg musim gugur, trus kering pas winter, trus mulai berbunga lagi pas spring, n berubah warna lagi pas summer. kereennnn banget. dan sutradarany tuh ngambil gambar filmnya tuh ky muter gitu, ah ga bs jelasinnya secara ga ngerti soal film-maker jg, tapi yang pasti ini film keren bgt. klo ga salah mereka sampe beberapa tahun gt buat bikin film ini. keren deh. trus jg banyak binatang2nya, dari polar bear, bebek2an, burung2an, pinguin, dan lain sebagainya. so, klo buat orang yang sayang binatang n suka nature pasti suka banget deh, including me.hehe
tp agak sedih jg nontonnya. si polar bear yang diceritain dari awal tuh kesian gitu, nyari makannya susah. secara daratan es habitatnya aja udah pada mulai meleleh, trus dia nyari makannya kan musti jalan jg kan. klo berenang terus kan ga kuat. endingnya agak menyedihkan jg, dianya masi tetep jalan terus, wandering around nyari makan. dan ga tau stelah udah ga disyut lagi filmnya,apa dia akhirnya dapet makan ato ngga. kasian yah..
ahh mau kasi liat previewnya ga bisaaa.huh!mau di-embed dr youtube, di-disabled. mau upload dr donlotan gw sndiri jg ga bisa. oh well.. yasudahlah..
rencananya pgn kasi liat preview video film ini ato film Home pas sidang akhir TA gw nanti (rencananyaaa ;p) kn soalnya bertema lingkungan gitu kan, untuk ngasi liat pentingnya kita jaga kelestarian dan keindahan lingkungan yg ada. dan dari film ini aja jg udah tersirat klo bumi itu (terutama ky polar bear dan makhluk hidup di dalamnya), udah pada mulai susah gara2 terjadinya global warming n climate change. jadi peran manusia itu penting buat menjaga alam.
udah mulai mikir nih buat presentasi sidang nanti (padahal skrg aja layout belum mulai gw utak atik.ha!), pengen pake video ky begini, trus jg bikin video 3d interior projectnya. blom pernah nyoba sih bikin video 3d itu, katanya sih lama ngerendernya klo ky gitu. tp sepertinya menarik klo ada video 3d itu jg, dan jadi lebih berasa kan suasana dalam ruangnya. so, we'll see. apakah nanti akhirnya bs pake video itu jg ato ga.hehe mudah2an bisa :) *yg bisa bikin video 3d mohon bantuannya yah,mo minta diajarin.ehehe ;p
ayo semangat lagi! ciayooo :)

some quotes i found this afternoon:

"You were born to win, but to be a winner, you must plan to win, prepare to win, and expect to win." - Zig Ziglar
"To be successful, you must decide exactly what you want to accomplish, then resolve to pay the price to get it."
"The challenge is not to manage time, but to manage ourselves." - Steven Covey

learning to manage myself. still hard on doing that. wish me luck!

love these

found this creative idea by monika jarg in design*sponge. she drilled holes into the wood, and weave it with fibers. it created a carpet look alike. creative isn't it? :)

and this is something easy to make for home decoration. got this from creative mint.

interesting wall graphic from etsy store Elly Nelly via laissezfaire. little humans above the sink. funny :)

wedding decorations, party favors, gift ideas by Beau-Coup. looking thru their web made me want to get married soon ;p

friday nitey random post

holaa ;)
been busy these days working on some design projects. but eventhough it's tiring and makes me spent most of my time for that, it feels good when it's already finished. and it makes me drink more water and eat less food. haha so it's good for me to be busy working :)
anw i just played cafeworld for a while. here is my cafe, eat@d'corner :)
ahh.. have to work on my skripsi again. havent touch it again since last week i guess. feels like not doing it. want to play and sleep and read and play again and leyeh-leyeh and so on. but eva2 is coming soon in 2 weeks! huff -__-
hope that after this i could make some remarkable progress of my skripsi. ayo smangaat joii! \(",)/

cooking dash

ahh kangen ngepost di blog.hehe
mau iseng nulis ttg my recent food experiment :)
ceritanya kemarenan itu gw rencananya mau masak pasta buat date. dulu kn pernah bawa spaghetti, nah kali ini mau bawa penne critanya, ky yg terakhir gw bikin. klo mau liat klik disini. nah bahan2nya emang agak beda dikit, dan yang pasti kali ini bikin lebih banyak, pake 2 bungkus penne. awal2 masak masi lancar tuh ceritanya. nah pas mau nyampur saus sama pennenya disaster dimulai. pennenya nempel smua, dan krn gw mau campur sama sausnya, pennenya jadi ancurrr..huahh sedih deh,bingung abis tu waktu masak,kok jadi gagal gini.hehe akhirnya, yah setelah berbingung2an ria, gw memutuskan untuk ga bawa ini penne, dan pesen makan aja.ahaha :D
rasanya abis ngalamin gini jadi males masak pasta lagi. apalagi penne.huh ngabisinnya aja susah, udah 4 hari baru abis (abisnya yg makan cuma 2 org :)) tapi kt temen gw emang klo masak tuh gitu, trial n error. jadi harus tetep semangat walopun yg kali kemaren gagal.hehehe
oya, ini nih tampang penne gagal kemaren itu. bentuk pennenya yang harusnya ky tabung jadi ancur2 gitu, dan waktu masak gw berasanya ky kok kurang gurih mulu yah.hehe tapi sih pas dicoba si cici katanya enak2 aja.hoho here's the picture..
trus, kemaren gw iseng masak nasi goreng.abisnya bosen abis.hmm ga tau napa yah,kok akhir2 ini gw lebih semangat bikin masakan daripada ngerjain skripsi ato yang lain2.haha apa salah masuk jurusan yah?hihi well anyway, hasil eksperimen kemaren seperti ini..
i call this: maïs gebakken rijst met mango. bhs indonya: nasi goreng jagung pake mangga. ehehe seperti biasa pake bumbu Provençaalse juga. rasanya lumayan lah.hehe senang :)

thursday morning insights ^^

good morning :)
just start my day writing journal, and i feel so grateful for everything. for the past, present, and future. maybe sometimes i want things to happen exactly the way i wanted it to be, but then it happened in a different way. i dont understand it at first, get a bit disappointed. but after a while, i can see that He is giving me the best, that i couldnt think of before. so, i feel soo grateful :)
had a friend texted me this:

How much does God loves you?
So much that He turns His ears to you and always answers your requests.
Maybe not always with a 'yes',
but surely with the best! :)

so, it's not always a yes, but surely the best. and sure, the best is still yet to come. it keeps on coming. thanks God :)
oya, i admit that sometimes i see the past negatively, felt stupid for the things i did, the mistakes i did, and regret the things i should have done but havent done it at all. but anyway, yesterday is past, we cant do anything to fix it. what we can do is to keep on walking ahead, living our best today, and become better for tomorrow. still, be grateful :)

life is a journey, not a destination.
there are no mistakes, just chances we've taken.
lay down your regrets, cause all we have is now.

it's a song by india arie, titled a beautiful day. love this song so much :) it's really a good song to start a day. see the complete lyric here and be blessed ^^
have a great day! :)

tree and deer bookshelves

designed by Shawn Soh, korea
(found via ink&post)

pretty nursery

love the hanging decoration on the ceiling :)
to see more images, see ashleyannphotography

fresh fruity notes

designed by D-BROS, japan
(got this via laissezfaire)

quiz.quiz.quiz

did some quizzes on blogthings. here's my result :)

You Think Best in Your Bedroom
In order to be able to think, you need to feel like you have some privacy and space.
It's likely that you spent a lot of time in your bedroom while you were growing up. It's your sanctuary.
You need a high level in control in your life, especially when you have something important to do.
The best thing about your room is that it's exactly the way you like it. Having things the way you want allows you to relax and think.

Your Primary Mood Color is Yellow
You are a enthusiastic and cheerful soul. You have a real zest for life.
You have as many troubles as anyone else, but you believe it's important to have a sunny outlook.
Life is what you make of it, and you strive to make your life as awesome as possible.
You believe in happy endings. You are willing to put your a lot on the line in hopes that things will work out.

Deep Down You Are Sensitive
You're the type of person who notices everything and forgets nothing. You are very in tune with the world.
You feel deeply, and sometimes the silliest things can effect you. You are easily brought to laughter or tears.
You don't show the world how fragile you are. You instead show people how insightful you can be.
You are good at anticipating what's going to happen in your life. You are often the first one to see what's coming.

You are Energetic and Bright
You view people with optimism. You have many meaningful relationships in your life.
You had more conflict with your father than your mother. Your relationship with him was difficult and possibly unhealthy.
You don't deal with stress well. Even moderately stressful events tend to send you in a tailspin.
You are a natural multitasker. You enjoy being busy, even if the amount of things you need to do is overwhelming.

hmm,dont know why did i like to do personality quizzes like these ;p but somehow by doing these i understand myself better.hehe the last quiz kinda amazed me, it's the ink blot test. klo dipikir2 psikolog itu hebat yah, bisa liat personality orang dari gambar2 yang dia pilih, tulisan tangannya, dsb. kok bisa yah..hehe sometimes the results are wrong,but most of the time it's true.hehe hebat yah. dan krn itu jg,klo ketemu psikolog ato orang yang bs baca orang lain itu bawaannya suka serem,takut dibaca.hihi is it only me, ato orang2 lain gitu jg yah, klo ketemu mereka jadi suka serem sendiri?ehehe ;p
well anyway, if you want to try these quizzes by yourself, just for fun, try blogthings. they have lots of quizzes. hehe selamat mencoba :)

feeling craftee

~from gennine's art blog

one done.horee :)

having a skripsi day off.yay :D akhirnya kmrn lewat jg eva 1-nya.lumayan udah lewat satu,but there's still three more to go, eva 2 n 3 plus sidang akhir. dan br tau kmaren jg, tnyata eva 2nya akhir bulan ini jg.jd ga bisa lama2 nyantai stlah eva1.
but thank God kmrn evanya lancar.yay :) palingan tar musti revisi penulisan skripsinya.ngeprint lagi deh.buang kertas lagi..
tp yg kurang lancar pas eva sama bu har tuh.krn udah ngantuk banget saking kelamaan nunggunya (dr jm 10 br jm 2 dpt giliran, pas nunggu aja smpt ketiduran ;p) pas ditanya2 soal proyek gw jawabnya agak2 ngawur gitu.duh ky orang baru bangun tidur gitu deh,hun2. mau ngomong tp lupa kata2nya apa.haha gawat.klo inget lagi jadi malu gw.hehe but anyway kyny dia ngerti jg lah gw udah ngantuk n cape.dianya jg cape spertinya.hehe oiya pas slese dia bilang klo nanti udah lulus gw disuru bikin proyek benerannya jg di indo. amiinnn deh bu.. :)
huff.lagi mau ngedit2 foto tp nunggu picnik loading lama sekali..
oya, lagi suka banget sama lagunya david archuleta yang touch my hand.. enak deh.udah diulang2 terus di playlist itunes gw. trus jg lagunya susan wong yang a thousand dreams of you..me likes :)
btw brapa hari ini,bawaannya jadi lupaan mulu. dulu2 emang udah gampang lupaan sih, tp kyny kok akhir2 ini jadi makin2 yah.ckck trus jd suka ga nyambung.kdg2 suka bertanya pertanyaan yang akhirnya gw bingung sndiri sbnrnya gw ngomong apa sih.haha gawat.mgkn krn kurang tidur jg kali yah. ato overloaded sama skripsi.. hoho well anyway i guess i need some refreshment..
hmm..that's all for now. gonna find something refreshing to do after this.hehe