rush rush rush

been quite busy these days. so many things to do n be finished. brasa dikejer2 from one to another. plus lagi banyak pikiran juga. jadi rasanya campur aduk deh. huyuhh
anyway, walopun sempet down, thank God dpt semangat lagi abis diingetin to keep on being grateful for everything. give thanks for everything God has permit to be happened, for everything that has been trusted to me, and for the ups and downs, karena semuanya itu untuk kebaikan kita sendiri. and for sure, i trust my God that He is good, He will give me strength to face all the things i should face, do all the things i should do. and believe that He provides the best for my future, way beyond what i can think of. so, thank You God :)

"But those who wait upon God get fresh strength. They spread their wings and soar like eagles, They run and don't get tired, they walk and don't lag behind." Isaiah 40:31

s.e.m.a.n.g.a.t.!

:)

dolce far niente

dolce far niente (italian)

n pleasant idleness
(literally: sweet doing nothing)

the sweetness of doing nothing; how sweet it is to do nothing



heiho. i'm back to the blogging world :) berasa uda lama banget ga nulis blog n blogwalking. hihi slama ini cuma bisa sempet2in klo ada waktu. but now, finally, i have more time. yeay :)

i'm actually in palembang now, visiting my mom n dad here. the weather is really hot in here, masi mendingan jakarta deh. untung kadang2 ada ujan jd udaranya bisa lebih seger. tapi bawaannya ngantuk mulu jadinya. hihi

anyway i'm in the state of being grateful, happy and pleasant nowadays. rasanya uda lama ga brasa ky gini, waking up in the morning with no worries, no burdens, no hard feelings. bisa santai, lebih ada banyak waktu buat merenung, dan lebih tepatnya, bisa mulai mengatur arah hidup. *serius banget yah* haha i mean, it seems like this is my time to reflect about what i've done in the past, and dream/plan about what i want to do in the future. somehow there's some things in the past yang rasanya kok gw jalanin cm sebagai rutinitas, ga ada semangatnya, bahkan skrg ky uda ilang semangatnya disitu. but anyway that past helped me a lot. it helped me to know about myself, my boundaries, my strength, etc. now i know what i want and what i don't want. and i know some things that i think i couldn't do but now i could. so i thank God for every past i have, n so excited about the future God has planned for me ;)

anw, i thank God for everything i have now, being planted in JPCC - anw i missed jpcc today *hiks* :'(, have a chance to attend COL class in church, have a great and wonderful family, boyfriend and friends, and for everyone i had a chance to meet. grateful for every situation n experience i have now. and keep hoping and anticipating for the best things God provided for me in the days to come. yeay! :)

and thanks God for this chance to have my dolce far niente ;)

Thank YOU

Just a little while longer I wanna pray
Can't get You off my mind so I came to say
Thank You Lord, just for loving me, alright
Many times I do forget
Every need that You have met
Oh thank You Lord, I know You're showing me
You are there when I am down and out
You're holding me, Your love is so amazing
Oh it changed me

CHORUS
Here I am with all I have
Raise my hands to worship You
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you
For everything, for who You are
You cover me, You touch my heart
I wanna say thank you

I could have died in my sin but You saved me
Didn't have any hope at all
You gave me peace divine, strength to carry on
I should have been the one to pay
But instead You took my place
Amazing grace, it's more than just a song
Even though I don't deserve Your love for me
You look beyond my fault and You showed me mercy

CHORUS

I wanna say thank you for the sun
Lord we thank you for the rain
Thank you for the love You gave

CHORUS


thank YOU Lord :)

may yay yay

alohaa :)
waw, it has been weeks (or months?) i didn't write blog. kinda missing it. miss blogging, blogwalking, and lots of things i usually do. hoho
lotsa things happened since the last post. i got a job already (which is why i've been too busy n hv no time to update my blog ;p), i got my bachelor degree (it's Carol Joy, S.Ds now, yaay! finally! :D), then hmm what else. my bro moved in to my house for a temporary time coz his house is being renovated now. so my house is quite packed and felt like full of people, which is fun :) n not forget to mention, there's marvell -my almost 3 y.o nephew- too, which is so cute :)
anw, i'm no longer a student now. am already entered the world of work/career/job/whatever-they-call-it. some people have told me this before, and yes i admit it now: working world is like doing final project everyday (translate: dunia kerja itu ky TA setiap hari). haha! :D but eventhough sometimes it felt hard n so challenging, i'm grateful to have what i have now. cause it happened to bring out my potentials. so, go go joii! u can do this! :)
hmm what else to write yaa. hoho
got these random quotes from jpcc's breaking that i just read this evening:
*setiap manusia memiliki potensi untuk menyelesaikan masalahnya.
*God hasn't called me to be successful, He's called me to be faithful. ~Mother Theresa
*dalam kehidupan ini, Tuhan tidak memberi orang2 yg kamu ingini. tapi Tuhan memberi org2 yang kamu butuhkan. org2 itu datang untuk mengajarimu, menyakitimu, mencintaimu, dan menjadikan kamu sebagaimana seharusnya kamu.
*in our weakest moment, He is still God who never leaves us.
anw, i like this month's breaking, love the design, love the articles :)
that's all for now. am gonna read personal taste drama recap after this, then will go to sleep n rest. hoho
see ya again nxt time! ciao :)

quote for the day :)

Trust God from the bottom of your heart;
don't try to figure out everything on your own.
Listen for God's voice in everything you do, everywhere you go;
he's the one who will keep you on track. (Proverbs 3:5)

yayy!

yesterday i've got my final project result and it's an A! yeay! finally :) smua perjuangan, kerja keras, begadang2 sampe kurang tidur, nangis2 sampe mimisan dsb akhirnya kebayar pas tau dpt nilai ini. thank God banget :) emang klo Tuhan udah janjiin bakal ngasih yang terbaik, walopun along the way rasanya berat sekali dan ga yakin bisa kesampean (lulus dan dpt nilai A), at the end pasti itu yg bakal terjadi. hehe kesannya lebay, tapi di waktu ngerjain TA ini gw jadi belajar banyak untuk tetep keep my faith in Him, n keep on moving, apalagi di saat2 designnya ga diterima mulu, dibilang ngerjainnya ga niat, dibilang ga mau dilulusin dll.hehe ahh thank God akhirnya lewat jg semuanya :) :)
anw i just wanna share some photos of my final project journey *ehem* :D

this below is my idea book
isinya sketsa2 desain, tanggalan, list of things to do, etc, pokonya yang berhubungan dengan TA n design saya tulis di sini.ehehe anw this sketchbook is handmade, by myself :)

my 'rumah hijau' interior layout

my display

'sidang' day 11.01.10
*maap sayah crop fotomu yah fen.ehehe :)

and this is the final result. yeay! :)

lulus dan tinggal tunggu wisuda ^^
semoga bs yudisium n wisuda bareng yah von, fel :)

Deo Gracias ^__^

yihaa!

hola! i'm back! :)
uakhiirrrnyaaa beres juga TAnyaaaa... ahhh terimakasih Tuhan :) :) dan sangat2 berterimakasih jg buat smua yg udah bantuin, kasi support, semangat, dan lain sebagainya.. thx for my friends n family..love u all :)
jadi kmrn senin itu sayah sidang.. dpt giliran ketiga.. oya, seblum itu pagi2 nya jg adaaa aja kejadian bikin panik.. tapi untung akhirny situasi bisa jadi aman terkendali lg :) lalu lalu, pas sidang jg sbnrnya udah nyiapin powerpoint n potongan film gt juga.. eh tapi tau2nya disuru langsung presentasi di dpn display..yasudah deh.. anw presentasi, tanya jawab sgala macem berjalan dgn lancarrr.. dan pokonya mo ditanyain apapun gw tetep senyam senyum sajah..dan seinget gw kyny smua pertanyaan bs gw jawab dengan baik. lancar dan sukses deh smuanya.. thx God :)
tp dipikir2 slama ini kerja keras sgala macem buat TA ini kok cuma gitu doang ya sidangnya? haha *sombong :) well anw, skrg sih masi menanti pengumuman nilai n lulus ato ngganya.. tp pasti lulus lah :) :)
so i guess this is the beginning of another chapter for me.. bntar lagi masuk dunia kerja.. yay :) tp untuk smentara masi mau balas dendam tidur dulu sih. dan masi harus revisi skripsi dikit buat bs hard cover, pdhl udah enek jg liatnya.haha
ahh feel so grateful. thank God for everything :) :)
gonna end this post with this pic. it's my display, walopun agak kosong, i'm proud of it :)

first post in 2010. hello new year! :)

just found these pictures here.
lucu yaaa... jd pengen main sama polar bear.. trus jd berharap suatu hari nanti gw bs ketemu langsung sama polar bear n panda jinak n bisa elus2. amin dehh! hihi
anw, HAPPY NEW YEAR 2010! i'm excited for this new year, really believe that this year will be a greater year, better than 2009, and will see new things God has prepared for me. yay! excited :)
and i thank God for the past year, for all the blessings He gave, opportunities, memories, families, friends, everything and everyone. thanking God for the good and the bad that He has permit to be happened, cos it all happened to teach and help myself to become a better me. i'm so blessed :)
and i'm grateful too that the final judgement day (a.k.a sidang akhir) will be just less than 2 weeks ahead! freedom is near.. yay! walopun dalam wktu krg dr 2 minggu ini masih harus tetep kerja rodi ngerjain gambar kerja, gmbar presentasi, konsep, dan smua printilannya.. huwahh semangaat!
ih kok jd nulis panjang gini yah.hehe udah ah.. ciao :)

again, Gelukkig Nieuwjaar!! \(^^,)/

counting the days.

it's 20 days to the D-day, the day i should submit all the drawings and friends.. and 23 days to the final judgement week (i dont what's 'sidang akhir' in english ;p)
ahh after this i will be freeeeeee.. yaayyy... i'm sooo longing to finish these all soon.
anw i already made calendars, to do list, counting the days post it, etc.. but somehow kok gw brasa masi nyantai yah.. kadang panik gila2an, kadang stress gila2an, kadang pasrah abis, dan kadang sangat sangat santai..haha
and this morning i found this in design*sponge..
and i thought i should make one like this on my bedroom wall! biar aura musti ngerjain cepet2nya lebih terasa. ehehe :D *but surely i have no time to make it :)
well anw,lg pengen nulis iseng aja. going back to work on my skripsi again.. hari ini targetnya mau selesein bab 4 paper skripsinya.. ayoo semangaaaat!!!

grateful for

1. the opportunity to study design, dan bs sampe tahap skrg ini, tgs akhir.
2. sebulanan lagi bakalan bebas dari yang namanya skripsi.
3. it's already december, bentar lagi taon baru.
4. punya temen2 n kluarga yg supportive :)
5. topik ta gw walopun berat dan ribet tp unik, dan pasti ada nilai plus krn uniknya itu (poin yg ini bersyukur skaligus berharap jg sih ;p)

thank God for my life :)

~the tenth day of november~

feels like christmas is already near. and i’m happy! :) padahal klo dipikir2,klo natal udah deket, brarti sidang akhir TA jg makin deket.hahaha *ketawa nanar* oh well, just want to enjoy the days i have now. tahun depan pasti udah beda udah ga ky gini lagi,bhkn waktu2 begadang buat bikin skripsi pun bakal ga ada lagi tahun depan, i’m gonna miss it then. so i have to enjoy it :) *skrg ngomongnya gampang,lg ga stres soalnya.ehehe*
hari ini jakarta menyenangkan. hujan rintik2,ga terlalu deras, mendung2 adem ayem, lagu di radio enak2.. ahh rasanya nyetir mobil jadi menyenangkan td. nyampe di rumah pun bawaannya pengen nyetel lagu jazz ato lagu natal.hihi :)
anw skrg masih mencari2 ide buat tugas akhir. blom bner2 kebayang mau bikin ky apa desainnya.bingung. ceritanya kn skrg disuru coba sketsa2 bagian entrance dulu. masa si dosen gw maren itu kasi ide bikin ada dinosaurus, gantung burung2an dsb di entrance gw?jadi bingung, emang gw desain rumah hijau apa desain kebun binatang yah?haha haduu bikin bingung aja tu bapak.spertinya dia blum begitu mengerti project gw.tp maklum jg sih udah berumur,klo mau coba jelasin lagi dianya ky susah dibilangin.jd gw manggut2 aja deh.hoho pdhl pengennya gw,mau gabungin antara modern kontemporer sama green design, tp ya gitu deh, ms blom bener2 nemu celahnya. kyny blom 'tiiing!!!' *nyala lampunya* klo udah 'tingg!' enak tuh desainnya pasti lancar.. jadi..ahh semoga cepet ketemu deh ide briliannya :) :)
oya,nemu ini tadi di inhabitat
ini recycled paperpulp cabinet, made by debbie wijskamp. pas baca paperpulp, langsung kebayang boleh juga nih buat ini nanti klo udah slese skripsi, secara kertas bekas jadi banyak di rumah (skripsi = pemborosan kertas, ngeprint terusss) lumayan kn klo kertas itu bisa dibikin barang lain lagi (go green!!) yah,dikumpulin dulu idenya.this is a great idea i think :)
hmm another updates for today:
*semalem mimpi kim bum! tp kim bumnya ngomong bahasa belanda.aneh yaa.haha :D ;D
*hari ini udah minum air putih pake botol minum 600ml-an 5 kali. jadi klo ditotal gw udah minum 6x500ml = 3 liter! haha saya seperti onta (ato gentong yah?hihi)
*mom n dad are coming tomorrow! yay! :) :)
*devotion pagi ini: let God be God.. mgkn byk hal yg terjadi itu ga sesuai harapan kita, rasanya byk hal yg bikin pusing dsb, dan jadi beban buat kita krn kita keep on struggling to find out and solve it all by ourselves. tp dr devotion pagi in gw jadi diingetin, let God be God. Dia Tuhan yg punya hidup kita, dan surely He is far more greater than any problems/challenges we face. just give the total control to Him, trust Him, n dont worry, cause He will take a good care of our life. everything happens for a reason, n it is for our own good. so, i want to say this to myself n to everyone who read this: smangaaatt!! dont worry be happy :) :)

thursday morning insights ^^

good morning :)
just start my day writing journal, and i feel so grateful for everything. for the past, present, and future. maybe sometimes i want things to happen exactly the way i wanted it to be, but then it happened in a different way. i dont understand it at first, get a bit disappointed. but after a while, i can see that He is giving me the best, that i couldnt think of before. so, i feel soo grateful :)
had a friend texted me this:

How much does God loves you?
So much that He turns His ears to you and always answers your requests.
Maybe not always with a 'yes',
but surely with the best! :)

so, it's not always a yes, but surely the best. and sure, the best is still yet to come. it keeps on coming. thanks God :)
oya, i admit that sometimes i see the past negatively, felt stupid for the things i did, the mistakes i did, and regret the things i should have done but havent done it at all. but anyway, yesterday is past, we cant do anything to fix it. what we can do is to keep on walking ahead, living our best today, and become better for tomorrow. still, be grateful :)

life is a journey, not a destination.
there are no mistakes, just chances we've taken.
lay down your regrets, cause all we have is now.

it's a song by india arie, titled a beautiful day. love this song so much :) it's really a good song to start a day. see the complete lyric here and be blessed ^^
have a great day! :)

one done.horee :)

having a skripsi day off.yay :D akhirnya kmrn lewat jg eva 1-nya.lumayan udah lewat satu,but there's still three more to go, eva 2 n 3 plus sidang akhir. dan br tau kmaren jg, tnyata eva 2nya akhir bulan ini jg.jd ga bisa lama2 nyantai stlah eva1.
but thank God kmrn evanya lancar.yay :) palingan tar musti revisi penulisan skripsinya.ngeprint lagi deh.buang kertas lagi..
tp yg kurang lancar pas eva sama bu har tuh.krn udah ngantuk banget saking kelamaan nunggunya (dr jm 10 br jm 2 dpt giliran, pas nunggu aja smpt ketiduran ;p) pas ditanya2 soal proyek gw jawabnya agak2 ngawur gitu.duh ky orang baru bangun tidur gitu deh,hun2. mau ngomong tp lupa kata2nya apa.haha gawat.klo inget lagi jadi malu gw.hehe but anyway kyny dia ngerti jg lah gw udah ngantuk n cape.dianya jg cape spertinya.hehe oiya pas slese dia bilang klo nanti udah lulus gw disuru bikin proyek benerannya jg di indo. amiinnn deh bu.. :)
huff.lagi mau ngedit2 foto tp nunggu picnik loading lama sekali..
oya, lagi suka banget sama lagunya david archuleta yang touch my hand.. enak deh.udah diulang2 terus di playlist itunes gw. trus jg lagunya susan wong yang a thousand dreams of you..me likes :)
btw brapa hari ini,bawaannya jadi lupaan mulu. dulu2 emang udah gampang lupaan sih, tp kyny kok akhir2 ini jadi makin2 yah.ckck trus jd suka ga nyambung.kdg2 suka bertanya pertanyaan yang akhirnya gw bingung sndiri sbnrnya gw ngomong apa sih.haha gawat.mgkn krn kurang tidur jg kali yah. ato overloaded sama skripsi.. hoho well anyway i guess i need some refreshment..
hmm..that's all for now. gonna find something refreshing to do after this.hehe

sunday nite post :)

ola :) glad to be back to the world of blogging.ehehe rasanya lagi pengen nulis hr ini :)
hmm the holiday is officially finished today. besok kembali ke dunia nyata. welcome back skripsi. kangen jg deh sama skripsi.hehe sminggu kmaren ini bener2 ga nyentuh skripsi sama skali. buka filenya pun ngga.ehehe abisnya, kyny ga rela gt, pas orang2 lagi pada libur semua, masa gw di rumah ngetik skripsi? mau ngerjain jg ga konsen jadinya.jadi daripada setengah2, mending ga usah sama skali kan. (*alesannn.ehehe) so i'm making the most out of my holiday. leyeh2, jalan2, baca, food experimenting, etc. oya, liburan kali ini gw brasa lumayan sehat. kmrenan itu sempet lari pagi di senayan.hebat kn, blum prnah tuh gw niat2in bangun jm stengah 5an cuma buat lari pagi.ckck haha tapi lumayan sih, lari muterin gelora bung karno brapa lap gt, walopun 2 lap trakhir akhirnya cuma jalan n ngobrol.ehehe ;p tp besokannya brasa banget,badannya mau rontok.trutama kaki tuh, jalan aja jd ky nenek2.hehe
lalu lalu,kmaren ini jg niat2in ikut 3 kelas gym di ff. body combat, body jam, sama body balance. walopun cape tapi seneng deh rasanya.brasa sehat.ehehe besokannya, satu badan full sakit smua. sampe hr ini jg masi sakit. td pagi megang hairdryer aja pegel minta ampun.hihi
oya hr ini dpt message bagus. ttg ~increasing your value~ here are some things i've got from the sermon:
*ada dua nilai/value : (1) nilai intrinsik - siapa kita di dalam Tuhan. ini tuh udah pasti. nothing we can do to add/reduce our value, not with our good deeds/sins either. (2) nilai ekstrinsik - nilai yang kita tambahkan sendiri pada diri kita. nilai ini yang mencerminkan siapa kita di mata orang. semakin tinggi nilai ekstrinsik kita, semakin tinggi keingintahuan orang ttg nilai intrinsik kita.
*this is a question we need to remind ourselves each day: are you adding value to others?
*how to add value:
(1) aqcuire value/mengejar nilai. banyak belajar. when you stop learning, you stop growing. when you stop growing, you stop leading.
(2) befriend people of values. temenan sama org hebat ga langsung bikin kita sama jg ky mereka, tp membuat kita semakin termotivasi untuk jd orang hebat jg. so by surrounding yourself with people of values, you're making a condusive environment for yourself to grow your own value. ini jg berlaku sebaliknya, klo org2 di sekitar yg ada malah mengurangi value kita, reconsider those relationships.
(3) menerapkan nilai/value tsb - make the value fruitful.
*problem solver = orang yg punya nilai/value dan tau cara melakukannya.

yah, seneng jd blajar sesuatu lagi hari ini. jadi semangat spy bs jadi a person of value. still learning though :)
i'm gonna end this post with this quotes:

Real success requires respect for and faithfulness to the highest human values--honesty, integrity, self-discipline, dignity, compassion, humility, courage, personal responsibility, courtesy, and human service. ~Michael DeBakey, M.D. (in Success Secrets of Super Achievers by Stovall)

Talents, like intelligence, are value neutral. If you want to change your life so that others may benefit from your strengths, change your values. Don't waste time trying to change your talents. ~Marcus Buckingham & Donald O. Clifton (Now, Discover Your Talents)

♥ ♥ ♥

thursday morning lesson

just want to write some things i'm learning ^^
*when u know how much your value is, you will be different. you'll treat yourself differently, you'll speak differently, you'll live differently. it is your responsibility to take good care of yourself. jadi ky misalnya kita punya barang yang mahalll banget, kita akan pake barang tersebut dgn sangat hati2, dan berusaha untuk terus jaga supaya barang tsb ga rusak dan tetep sama sperti waktu pertama kita beli. gitu jg dgn hidup kita, klo kita tau hidup kita bernilai, kita pasti bakal jaga diri kita sndiri, make the most of our life, jaga apa yang masuk dan kluar dari pikiran kita, dan sebagainya. oiya, jaga apa yang masuk dalem perut juga, hehe :) ;) hidup berkualitas..
*our value comes not from what people think or said about us, but it is from our relationship with God and what God has said about us. God said we are special in His eyes :)
*try not to become a person of success, but rather a person of value. ~albert einstein
*make the most of whatever you have right now. cause it will not come back. contohnya skrg, klo dipikir, masa2 gw bikin skripsi, masa2 tiap hari udah ky hari libur (krn kewajiban gw skrg ke kampus ya cuma klo musti ketemu dosen pembimbing n ke perpus, jadi tiap hari terserah gw mau ngapain aja), masa2 blom kerja, dsb nanti pasti udah ga bakal gw alamin lagi. taro lah taon depan, gw udah kerja kantoran kali.liburnya udah terbatas,ga sebanyak klo kuliah.hehe yah jadi intinya, gw mau blajar menikmati apapun yang lagi gw hadapin skrg. try to relax and enjoy every bit of it. walopun kadang pusing2 sendiri gara2 skripsi n tugas akhir ini, i'm grateful for all of it. udah dikasi kesempatan juga buat kuliah design, i should have been grateful. thanks God :) :)

so, dont waste your time, talent, energy, and everything you have now. make the most out of it. smangat joii! \(^^,)/

happy tuesday

i'm having a wonderful tuesday.mom and dad woke me up for breakfast this morning :)
they just got here in jakarta last nite.yay..happy happy happy :) ;)
anw here's some inspirations i found today :)

by Naomi Murrel via Bloesem

rustic lighting by Zeke Leonard via design*sponge

last day of july

this is the front office 3d image of my DI 4 project: Fitness Indonesia Magazine Office Design. it's one of my holiday plan to make the 3d images of my old work (the old one only had manual perspective images-gw masi blom bisa bikin 3d dulu.hehe) if u want to see the old work, click here. the 3d image above is quite different than the old manual perspective work. the old one looks dark, and this one looks fresh. i prefer this one than the old one.haha ahh it's too bad that on those days i haven't learned about 3dmax, if i did, i would have an A instead of B for this project, i guess.hoho but anyway thank God i've passed that DI 4 :)
so, i've been on holiday for more than a month. sometimes i get bored. sometimes i'm so unproductive. i even got bored of the malls.haha so, i've decided to make a holiday schedule. wake up at about 8-9 o'clock, read books, make some food experiment, make some craft, make the 3d images like what i've shown above (actually i only had made one until today, still more images waiting to be worked on.hihi), preparing my final project etc.
oya, forgot to tell, my final project topic is accepted already. yay.. and the one that has been chosen by my lecturers is the most heavy topic out from the 3 proposals i've submitted. uahh i'm excited yet nervous. hope i can make it.. at my best.. amin :)
back to the topic, i'm trying to develop some good habits in this holiday, like drinking about 1,5-2 litres of mineral water a day, doing some exercise, creating something, eat only when it's the time to eat (not eating all the time.hihi), sleep early and wake up earlier. like the old sayings 'early to bed, early to rise, makes u healthy wealthy and wise'..hihi but, lazy me, i only did those schedule on the first week.haha the following week i go unproductive again, doing what i'm not supposed to do, not doing what i'm supposed to do. i woke up at noon, sleep late at night (nearly morning), playing games, browsing around for nothing, etc.soo uproductive.yea i know it's holiday, but it kinda making me feel guilty if i'm being like that all the time.ahh so i'm struggling to be productive day by day..and it's kinda hard to sleep early these days, when i'm ready to sleep even at 12 o'clock, i ended up sleeping at 1 or 2 am..uahh
but the point i'm making here is to discipline my self. if no one's controlling me, then i must control myself. and i believe i could make it.. :) :)
today i'm making a scrapwork project. i'll post about it when it's finished :)
oya, another thing, today i'm learning to say no.. ahh thx God :)
i guess it's all the updates for now. gonna continue the project. ciao~

happy thursday :D

"Do what is fair and just to your neighbor, be compassionate and loyal in your love, and don't take yourself too seriously -- take God seriously!" Micah 6:8

it's a verse i've wrote in my journal few weeks ago. something i'm learning about :)
so happy for today.. my internship has officially finished.yay! tadi gw presentasi laporannya, dan krn udah presentasi n udah ngumpulin laporannya, i've got nothing to do with kerja praktek anymore.yayy!! haha walopun kadang2 kepikiran kantor kp gw kmaren, apa kabarnya mereka ya..mudah2an proyeknya bs cepet selesai..amin deh..
hmm udah beres kp gini rasanya kok ky udah bebas tugas yaa..padahal blom..masi ada proposal TA yang menanti.hihi tapi kok skrg bawaannya pgn main mulu ya.bawaannya ky pgn nyantai2,padahal proposal2 itu kumpulnya mggu depan.haduhh
dan ga tau napa akhir2 ini gw tu bisa jadi amat sangat plin plan banget.ky ga bisa ambil keputusan pasti..udah mutusin gini, nanti bentar jadi ga yakin, trus mutusin yg lain lagi, eh trus ga yakin lagi, dan seterusnya.ckckck sampe jadi bingung sendiri. soal proposal TA jg sebenernya udah ada beberapa ide n pilihan buat jadi judul, tapi krn keplinplanan diri saya, saia jadi tidak tahu mau bikin topik yang mana.uahh God help me :(
okeh whining mode off..kok gw jadi whining lagi ya.hihi
5 things to be grateful for today:
1. laporan kp udah kumpul, presentasi went well. again, yay! :D
2. perjalanan pulang dari kmpus, lewatin jembatan tol dpn TA.ga tau napa,ky yg pernah gw critain di post dulu, rasanya menyenangkan ada di jembatan paling tinggi, liat keadaan n mobil2 sekitar, trus mendung2 grimis gimanaa gitu..hehe jadi inget jaman2 dulu pas mau masuk kuliah itu. dan hari ini kynya suasana hatinya lagi pas, cuacanya pas, semuanya pas.hihi jadi senank :D
3. bisa nyetir pas lagi ujan2, dgr lagu enak di mobil.seneng deh.. walopun ujannya kok tadi makin lama makin menyeramkan yaa..pake angin kenceng petir kilat sgala..serem juga si..tp untung ga banjir jalanannya :)
4. bisa makan somay kenyal hari ini.hihi :D
5. grateful cause everything's great! thanks God :))

in everything, give thanks :)

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uahh..just had my baby sitting weekend.. dari hr jumat kerjaannya ngurusin ponakan.. untung klo yg paling gede udah bisa ditinggal main komputer, jadinya seharian petsociety gw dia yg mainin.hihi klo yg lain2 masi kecil2,msti diliatin..tapi seru si,udah lama ga main ma ponakan2 :)
tapi apa kabar laporan ma proposal gw yaa??blom dikerjain lagi nih..huhuhu
nxt week will be my last week of work.waw..cepet yaa..i'm gonna miss the whole thing..
hmm..gitu aja ah..sekian posting singkat padat dan ga jelas ini.hihi
ciao :)