Friday, November 18, 2011

Minds are like parachutes - they only function when open.

so, i decided to publish my other blog: joyoux.posterous.com
sebenernya awalnya mo bikin blog terpisah aja, blog ini buat yang lebih umum, n that blog buat yang lebih personal. like my personal thoughts, what i'm learning/thinking, and maybe mungkin kadang buat nulis2 pas lagi galau (hopefully sih ga ada galau writings.hihi :D). dan sebenernya jg ga mau terlalu publish blog tsb, krn gw bukan tipe orang yang bisa cerita ke sembarang orang, ga pengen banyak org tau ttg gw, mgkn krn i'm a bit shy person *blushing* :D tapi, belakangan jd mikir, buat apa gw tulis klo org ga bs baca. maybe juga nanti ada temen/org yg ga kenal yg bisa jd belajar/blessed by my writings. so, i decided to share it :D
and why posterous? soalnya gampang banget posting pake posterous. tinggal kirim by email, lgsg jadi deh postingnya. so easy.
so, feel free to mampir di my posterous :) joyoux.posterous.com

Minds are like parachutes - they only function when open.

Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Kena batunya

Bed-resting at home for two days. Udah lama ga sakit sampe muntah2 gitu, dan kali ini br tau klo gw bisa kena maag jg. Selama ini kadang makan suka telat, kadang makan asal2an aja ga mikir byk, pikirnya gw ga ada sakit maag ini. Ternyataaa bs kena jg. Hiks Tp i'm grateful for this chance to rest at home. Walopun kali ini lg sakit gini ga ada org di rumah, ga ada yg ngurusin, tp thank God ada pacar yg masi mau ngurusin. Beliin bubur dll, n malah minjemin ipad-nya biar gw ga bosen. Thanking God for him :) and i'm realy grateful for the people yang tnyata ms byk yg perhatian jg, my parents, my sister, friends. Thanking God for each one of them :) Dan abis sakit gini jd ky lebih mikirin soal kesehatan. Sakit itu ga enak bangett. Tdnya gw pikir org sakit maag itu paling cuma sakit perut doang ky ditusuk2. Ternyataa sakitnya ga enak bgt (lah namanya juga sakit, masa ada yg enak :p) satu badan rasanya keleyengan, kepala pusing, pengen muntah mulu bawaannya, perut rasanya muter2 banyak gas sampe kruduk2 terus, satu badan lemes, plus ditambah tidur di ranjang seharian jd rasanya tulang sakit semua (klo bangun makin pengen muntah soalnya). Emang yah orang klo blm kena batunya blm mau mikir :p musti makan yg teratur, makan jg dijaga. Skrg ktny ga boleh makan santan, gorengan, asem, pedes, dll. Jd byk pantangan deh. Semoga gw inget :p Yahh, jd mulai skrg harus jaga badan. Rajin2 cari info jg soal makanan yang sehat, mana yg ngga. N walopun skrg masi blm bener2 pulih amat (perut masi kembung2 terus n masi suka mual), i believe God will heal me soon. Thank You for Your healing Lord :)

Thursday, September 1, 2011

thinking back/thinking forward

yak udah tanggal 1 september aja nih tau2nya, ga berasa. time is ticking. tahun 2011 uda tinggal sisa 4 bulan lagi. jadi mikir, resolusi taun ini gimana progressnya yah. tapi kali ini ga tau napa agak lebih serius mikirnya, jd mikirin progress kehidupan gw sendiri. hehe berat yah mikirnya :p i dont know, i'm just wondering, what have i done with my life? have i done something great?
belakangan banyak mikir, apa yang gw lakukan selama ini itu sebenernya yg gw mau ato bukan sih? i feel like i want to do these things before, tapi belakangan kok kynya i dont really enjoy doing it yah. hmm sometimes i enjoyed it, sometimes i dont. gw jd brapa kali ky baca2 lagi journal gw di jaman2 dulu, wktu masi semangat2nya, excited buat melakukan banyak hal, pengen ini pengen itu. hmm skrg sih masi ada beberapa hal yg buat gw excited, tapi kok rasanya excitednya beda yah. i dont know apa ini gara2 gw lg jenuh aja, ato emang gw harus cari hal2 lain yang bikin gw semangat. i feel like needing to find my purpose back, the exact things/reason i'm created for.
anw, gw bersyukur dari dulu terbiasa nulis journal. krn dr baca2 apa yg ditulis kdg ky jd ngingetin gw lagi apa yg uda lewat, yg uda tercapai, apa yg tadinya jd harapan gw dll, biar back to track lagi. hehe hmm i think gw mulai nulis journal itu dari sebelom tahun 2000-an bukan ya? lupa. udah lama pokonya. dan klo baca2 lagi tuh kadang bisa ketawa sndiri, sedih sendiri, seneng sndiri, dan yang pasti berasa sgt bersyukur, God has led me this far. baca journal itu berasa ky lagi flashback, ky lagi baca balik kehidupan gw dr jaman dulu sampe skrg. hihi kynya klo dibikin buku, uda bisa jadi buku tebel 400-an halaman deh. hehe
back to the topic. i feel like finding new things to do. or maybe just do the other things that excites me n leave the things i get bored now for sometime? hmm i need wisdom. God please help me :'(
yang jelas, skrg gw masi excited sama hal2 ini: cooking, crafts, dogs/pets, trus apalagi yah, ga kepikiran. hmm i really need to find new things! :p

tiba2 keinget lagu ini:
all of my life in every season, You are still God
i have a reason to sing, i have a reason to worship
one thing for sure, He will never leave me, and He has prepared the best for me. Thank You God :)
ayoo semangat joie! :)

Fruit of the Spirit

Love, Joy, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Goodness, Faithfulness, Gentleness, and Self-Control.
But what happens when we live God's way? He brings gifts into our lives, much the same way that fruit appears in an orchard—things like affection for others, exuberance about life, serenity. We develop a willingness to stick with things, a sense of compassion in the heart, and a conviction that a basic holiness permeates things and people. We find ourselves involved in loyal commitments, not needing to force our way in life, able to marshal and direct our energies wisely. (Gal 5:22-23 The Message Bible)

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

what i found today

via coolhunter (coolhunter on facebook)

Monday, July 25, 2011

rush rush rush

been quite busy these days. so many things to do n be finished. brasa dikejer2 from one to another. plus lagi banyak pikiran juga. jadi rasanya campur aduk deh. huyuhh
anyway, walopun sempet down, thank God dpt semangat lagi abis diingetin to keep on being grateful for everything. give thanks for everything God has permit to be happened, for everything that has been trusted to me, and for the ups and downs, karena semuanya itu untuk kebaikan kita sendiri. and for sure, i trust my God that He is good, He will give me strength to face all the things i should face, do all the things i should do. and believe that He provides the best for my future, way beyond what i can think of. so, thank You God :)
"But those who wait upon God get fresh strength. They spread their wings and soar like eagles, They run and don't get tired, they walk and don't lag behind." Isaiah 40:31
s.e.m.a.n.g.a.t.!

Friday, July 15, 2011

memories

Nowplaying: Inggrid Michaelson - The Way I Am

Klo denger lagu ini jd inget jaman2 kerja di kantor lama, krn dulu smpt tiap pagi alarmnya pk lagu ini :p jd kangen. Kangen kantornya, kangen suasana kerjanya, kangen orang-orangnya, tapi tentunya tidak kangen work loadnya :p

Lucu yah, dengerin lagu-lagu tertentu bisa bikin kita feel back the memories. Jd inget dulu klo dtg ke kantor pagi2 bikin teh dulu br mulai kerja. Inget suka cuciin coffee maker kantor pdhl gw ga sk kopinya, tp gw cuciin biar bisa nyantai bntar di pantry. Inget jadi dj siapin lagu2 buat dimainin seharian di kantor. Inget pas kapan wktu djnya siapa gitu tiba2 ada lagu "kusiapkan hatiku Tuhan" trus ada temen siapin amplop coklat buat persembahan. Hihi *ngakak* inget bbrp kali bikin surprise buat tmn yg ulang taun. Inget klo sore suka nitip si mas hadi beliin tempe n gorengan2 lain, trus makan rame2. Inget wktu2 lembur sampe malem brg tmn2. Inget si pacar yg brp kali tiba2 ada di dpn kantor bawain makan buat ngelembur. Inget kdg sk dianter jemput pacar jg pulang pegi klo lg ga ada mobil. Inget jaman2 pas suka ujan gede n banjir di parkiran. Inget klo abis pegi makan kluar sama anak2 tp nyampe kantor kuncinya ga ada trus jd nongkrong di dpn. Hehe somehow I miss working there. Not missing the stresses and work loads, but missing the memories I guess. Diinget2 dulu jg suka bangun pagi begitu denger alarm jd deg2an n worried about the day. Hehe yah tp dibanding duka2nya skrg ky lebih keinget ama suka2nya :p

Anyway I'm grateful for the time being there. It really helped me a lot to be what I am today. I learned so much at those time. And I'm grateful for everyone I met there. God bless each one of them :)

Skrg being a freelancer bukan berarti jadi seneng2/santai2 n ga ada stres. Stressnya beda, tantangannya beda. Yah both of them (working full time at office and being a freelancer) sama2 punya pros and cons. I'm just grateful for the phase of life that I hv now. Thanks God :)

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

lego bricks

it'll be fun if we could use this kind of bricks to build houses, and then when we get bored with the house, just knock it down and remodel it over again :p
via freshome

Friday, July 8, 2011

don't ever stop learning

lagi bete sama 3d max :( beberapa hari ini ngerjain gambar yang seharusnya bisa cepet beres, gara2 settingan lighting/ apalah itu *yang aku tak mengerti kenapa* harusnya gpp kok malah jd ribet. huh aneh banget deh. pas gambarnya gelap berarti logikanya settingan lightingnya di naikin, dicoba naik-naikin dikit sambil tes, ehhh tau2nya jadi keterangan. trus nanti klo keterangan diturunin settingannya dia tetep terang2 aja. maunya apa sih. smurf!

tapi minggu ini gw jadi banyak belajar:
1. belajar sabar. sabar nunggu renderan yang klo uda render gede bisa ngabisin waktu 1 jem, belajar sabar walopun pengen cepet2 kelarin smua gambarnya
2. belajar estimasi waktu kerja. klo emang ga sanggup kerja cepet dan banyak msti bisa ngomong, jgn iya-iya aja *abis pikirnya bisa cepet* :(
3. belajar ga under estimate kerjaan. brasa ah gampang, ternyata ga semuanya segampang yang dipikirkan
4. belajar jangan mau dibawa stress. if God brings me to it, He will bring me through it. amin! :)
5. dan yang pasti, musti belajar lebih banyak lagi biar ga ada problem gini2 lagi. selama ini pikir ah kyny uda cukup deh, ga ada masalah/lancar2 aja. tapi ternyata oh ternyata.. jadi ga boleh berenti belajar. klo mau terus berkembang harus mau untuk belajar terus ;)

jadi, thanks God :)
*semoga abis ini 3d max nya ga bikin bete lagi* :)

Thursday, July 7, 2011

2D/3D Chairs by Yoichi Yamamoto for Issey Miyake

cool idea :)
from dezeen

Thursday, June 16, 2011

flowers to brighten up your day

via decor8

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

:)

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

discarded cardboard pendant lamps

Beute Lamps by Michael Wolke
via Contemporist

Wednesday, June 1, 2011

How He Loves Us - David Crowder Band



(Verse 1)
He is jealous for me
Loves like a hurricane, I am a tree
Bending beneath the weight of his wind and mercy
When all of a sudden
I am unaware of these afflictions eclipsed by glory
And I realise just how beautiful You are
And how great Your affections are for me

(Pre-Chorus)
And O how He loves us
Oh, O how He loves us
How He loves us all

(Chorus)
Yeah He loves us
O how He loves us
O how He loves us
O how He loves

(Verse 2)
We are His portion and He is our prize
Drawn to redemption by the grace in His eyes
If grace is an ocean, we're all sinking
So Heaven meets earth like an unforeseen kiss
And my heart turns violently inside of my chest
I don't have time to maintain these regrets
When I think about the way

Friday, May 27, 2011

Caring = Love

The number one lesson in life, the number one reason God put you on this earth, is to learn how to love. God is love and he wants you to be like him.

It's easy to love people you like, the people you find easy to get along with. So if God's going to teach you real love, realize that he's going to put you around unlovely people.

"Everything you do must be done with love" - This means at the office, in the car, on a sales trip, whatever. The good news is this really is not hard. It's easy to underestimate the power of a kind word, a friendly smile, a pat on the back, a genuine compliment, a word of encouragement, and a listening ear.

I have seen so many lives changed when somebody takes time to pay attention to them. There is not a person on this planet who isn't starving for attention. But a caring person is hard to find.

The Apostle Paul said this, "I have no one else like Timothy, who genuinely cares about your welfare." (Philippians 2:20 NLT) Does that sound like your workplace? Everyone looking out for his own interests, not those of Jesus Christ? Those who really care are really aware.

-from Rick Warren's Daily Devotional-

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

i want i want i want :p

got this on pinterest

recent works

introducing my recent works at http://caroljoy.carbonmade.com/
*wink wink wink* :)

Saturday, May 7, 2011

time out

#nowplaying You hold my world in Your hands - Israel Houghton

Have been laying on my bed for about an hour, was planning to sleep earlier due to lack of sleep last nite, but this mind kept on wandering. And somehow it brought me to hv a time out with God and myself personally. Lately I was too busy with my own mind/self and forgot to have a real time with myself n God. I feel I was walking by my own. I prayed, but it all just seem like a routinity, and I end up feels empty. But now I feel much better, it feels like a glass being filled with lots of water, I feel refreshed and the emptiness are gone :) grateful :)
Today I kept being reminded of one of my favorite quote from an ad:

I want to live my life to the absolute fullest. To open my eyes to be all I can be. To travel roads not taken, to meet faces unknown. To feel the wind, to touch the stars. I promise to discover myself. To stand tall with greatness. To chase down and catch every dream.

~living a full life on the outside, starts on the inside~


And that's what I'm learning now. To keep my 'inside' full, so I can live to the fullest. And I learned that it can only be filled by God. I need to do that regularly. Learn not to seek anything/anyone to fill that need, but to seek only God to make it full.
Thanks God for the lesson :)
Now my eyes are so ready to go to sleep :p

Nitey! :)

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Strangers, again

just watch a short movie on youtube titled "Strangers, again". it's a good movie. and now i learn the stages of a relationship:
1. stage 1: meeting
2. stage 2: chase
3. stage 3: honeymoon
4. stage 4: comfortable
5. stage 5: tolerance
6. stage 6: downhill

hmm i'm glad i accidentally found this movie, makes me learn something ;) and maybe you could learn something too, so i'll share it. enjoy :)

Heart Check-Up

Every morning, take a full glass of gratitude
When getting to work, take one spoon of peace
Every hour, take one pill of patience, one cup of brotherhood and one glass of humility
When getting home, take one dose of love
When getting to bed, take two caplets of clear conscience

Do not give in into sadness or desperation for what you are going through today.
God knows how you feel...
God knows exactly and with perfection what is being allowed to happen to you in your life at this precise moment.

God's purpose for you is simply perfect.
He wants to show you things that only you can understand by living what you are living, and by being in the place you are now.

May God give you...
For every storm a rainbow,
For every tear a smile,
For every care a promise and blessing in each trial.
For every problem life sends, a faithful friend to share,
For every sigh a sweet song and an answer for each prayer.

Friday, April 22, 2011

Higher Deeper - True Worshipper Youth

Beautiful Jesus, Savior of all the earth
Wounded and broken, suffered on Calvary
Crucified in my place
Lifted me from shame

King of the ages, risen in majesty
Surrounded in glory and poured out Your love for me
At your feet I worship
And lift my voice to sing

*Reff
Love that's higher and deeper
You are more than enough for me
Love that's higher and deeper
You are more than enough for me

*Bridge
Great is Your love
Great is Your love
Great is Your everlasting love

Great is Your grace
Great is Your grace
Great is the glory of Your grace

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Ephesians 6:7

Work with enthusiasm, as though you were working for the Lord rather than for people. (New Living Translation)
And work with a smile on your face, always keeping in mind that no matter who happens to be giving the orders, you're really serving God. (the Message)

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

blood type character

copy-paste-ing from my bb message :p


APA GOLONGAN DARAH ANDA ?
┏┉┄┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┉┓ 
┆ Golongan Darah A 
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 Berkepala dingin, serius, sabar dan kalem atau cool.
 Tegas, bisa di andalkan dan dipercaya namun keras kepala.
 Penuh pertimbangan dan perencanaan yg matang.
 Konsisten dan serius dalam mengerjakan sesuatu.
 Berusaha menjadi sewajar dan ideal mungkin.
 Kadang suka menyendiri dan jauh dari orang-orang.
 Suka menekan perasaan dan terlihat tegar.
 Mudah merasa gugup.
 Keras terhadap orang-orang yang tidak sependapat.

┏┉┄┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┉┓ 
┆ Golongan Darah B :
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 Punya rasa ingin tahu.
 Banyak kegemaran dan hobby.
 Menggebu-gebu namun cepat juga bosan.
 Selektif.
 Cenderung ingin jadi nomor satu dan melalaikan sesuatu jika terfokus dgn kesibukan yang lain (tidak bisa mengerjakan sesuatu dalam waktu yg sama).
 Terlihat cemerlang, riang, bersemangat dan antusias, walau tidak sesuai dgn pendapatnya.
 Tidak suka bergaul dengan banyak orang.

┏┉┄┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┉┓ 
┆ Golongan Darah O :
└┈┈┈҉►º♡̬̩̃̊♥♡̬̩̃̊º◄҉ ┈⌣̊┈̥-̶̯͡♈̷̴✽̶ <3
 Berperan menciptakan gairah dan suatu keharmonisan.
 Bersifat tenang, pandai menutupi sesuatu sehingga kelihatan slalu riang, damai dan terlihat tidak punya masalah, sampai akhirnya mencari tempat atau orang untuk curhat.
 Pemurah (baik hati), senang berbuat kebajikan, dermawan dan tidak pelit.
 "loved by all". Keras kepala juga, berpendirian.
 Fleksibel dan mudah menerima hal-hal baru.
 Cenderung gampang dipengaruhi.
 Berkepala dingin dan terpercaya tapi kurang berhati-hati.
 Banyak yg suka.

┏┉┄┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┉┓ 
┆ Golongan Darah AB :
└┈┈┈҉►º♡̬̩̃̊♥♡̬̩̃̊º◄҉ ┈⌣̊┈̥-̶̯͡♈̷̴✽̶ <3
 Sensitif dan lembut.
 Penuh perhatian dan peduli dengan perasaan orang lain tapi tidak menyinggung.
 Keras dgn diri sendiri dan orang² dekat.
 Cenderung kelihatan punya dua kepribadian.
 Suka sentimen dan mikir sesuatu terlalu dalam.
 Banyak teman, tapi suka menyendiri juga
Don't be too fond of sleep; you'll end up in the poorhouse. Wake up and get up; then there'll be food on the table. ~Proverbs 20:13 (The Message)

Monday, March 28, 2011

quote

got this on pinterest

blogwalking & thinking


found my new passion in wedding design inspirations. especially in the diy-things. should i be a wedding designer? :)
thesweetestoccasion . inspiredbride . marthastewartweddings

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Sedalamnya hatiku Kau pun tahu
Dan kasihMu tak jauh dalam jiwaku
Di dalam kesesakan
Di dalam kemenangan
Kutahu Engkau slalu bersamaku

Slalu Bersamaku ~ Sidney Mohede

Thursday, March 10, 2011

It's not how much you have, but it's how you use what you have that matters. Are you making the most of the gifts and talents God has given to you?

Your gifts and talents will make room for you.
From Hope for Today: Making the most of what you have
Don't just associate with people who are like you; associate with people you can learn from, grow with, people who will help you see a different perspective on life. Remember, God created all of us on purpose and for a purpose.
~Joel Osteen
From Hope for Today: Broaden Your Life

Wednesday, March 9, 2011


by chris & stephen harris-smith via design*sponge

good morning habit ;)

Good morning!

This morning I start my day by having a walk around my neighbourhood. It's a refreshing and healthy thing to do. I have decided to start this good habit a long long time ago, but often failed because of this reason: mau bangun pagi itu susah sekaliii! :D niat besar tapi apa daya niat tidurnya lebih gede dibanding niat jalan paginya :p but thankfully akhir2 ini udah bisa lebih mengalahkan males n ngantuknya. Hore hore berhasil berhasil berhasil! *gaya dora*
Anw,there's a lot of positive things we can have by taking this morning walk/jog as a habit:
1. Yg pasti jd belajar/biasain diri utk bangun pagi. Kt orang kan, bangun kudu pagi biar rejekinya ga dipatok ayam. Hehe n it's true, when we wake up early, we would have more time to do things productively. Kadang klo bgn siang bawaannya uda males duluan n malah jd wasting much time in a day buat males2an. Tp klo bangun pagi, pikiran jd lebih seger, lebih semangat utk be productive.
2. Klo mau bgn pagi, mau ga mau jd biasain tdr cepet pas malemnya (kecuali bbrp org yg emang uda kebiasa tidur cm bbrp jam, klo gw sih ga bs :p). Early to bed, early to rise, makes u healthy wealthy and wise ;)
3. By jogging/ having a morning walk, yg pasti badan jd lebih seger, lebih sehat/fit ;)
4. Belajar ramah sama orang lain/tetangga yg ga dikenal. I'm actually a bit shy and not really into meeting people. But by this, I'm learning to be friendly with the people I know/don't. Belajar ngasi senyum ke org ga dikenal (kdg ms agak susah sih :p). It's a good thing, right? Anyway, another positive thing, kali2 aja bs kenalan sama tetangga yg ganteng. Hihi klo gw sampe skrg cm ketemunya sama om2/ opa2/ oma2 sih. Haha
5. As for myself, since I'm doing this alone, jd ada waktu utk talking to myself and talking with God, being grateful for the fresh air He gave, for the greenery/plants/nature I'm seeing, for every new chances He gave to me everyday. When I'm walking in a bright/sunny morning, it's just feels great, it made me feel I can trust my whole life to Him, knowing that He has already prepared a bright/sunny future for me. So morning walk is really a great time to be thankful to God :)

I hope I could keep this good habit.

Anw, I'm currently loving and experiencing this verse:
"What no one ever saw or heard, what no one ever thought could happen, is the very thing God prepared for those who love him." 1 Corinthians 2:9. My God is awesome. Thanks God ;)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

dolce far niente

dolce far niente (italian)

n pleasant idleness
(literally: sweet doing nothing)


the sweetness of doing nothing; how sweet it is to do nothing




heiho. i'm back to the blogging world :) berasa uda lama banget ga nulis blog n blogwalking. hihi slama ini cuma bisa sempet2in klo ada waktu. but now, finally, i have more time. yeay :)

i'm actually in palembang now, visiting my mom n dad here. the weather is really hot in here, masi mendingan jakarta deh. untung kadang2 ada ujan jd udaranya bisa lebih seger. tapi bawaannya ngantuk mulu jadinya. hihi

anyway i'm in the state of being grateful, happy and pleasant nowadays. rasanya uda lama ga brasa ky gini, waking up in the morning with no worries, no burdens, no hard feelings. bisa santai, lebih ada banyak waktu buat merenung, dan lebih tepatnya, bisa mulai mengatur arah hidup. *serius banget yah* haha i mean, it seems like this is my time to reflect about what i've done in the past, and dream/plan about what i want to do in the future. somehow there's some things in the past yang rasanya kok gw jalanin cm sebagai rutinitas, ga ada semangatnya, bahkan skrg ky uda ilang semangatnya disitu. but anyway that past helped me a lot. it helped me to know about myself, my boundaries, my strength, etc. now i know what i want and what i don't want. and i know some things that i think i couldn't do but now i could. so i thank God for every past i have, n so excited about the future God has planned for me ;)

anw, i thank God for everything i have now, being planted in JPCC - anw i missed jpcc today *hiks* :'(, have a chance to attend COL class in church, have a great and wonderful family, boyfriend and friends, and for everyone i had a chance to meet. grateful for every situation n experience i have now. and keep hoping and anticipating for the best things God provided for me in the days to come. yeay! :)

and thanks God for this chance to have my dolce far niente ;)

Friday, March 4, 2011

Beautiful by Wayne Brady feat. Jim Brickman

From the moment I saw you,
from the moment I looked into your eyes
there was something about you
I knew I knew
that you were once in a life time
a treasure near impossible to find
and I know how lucky I am to have you

Chorus:
Cause I've seen the rainbows that can take your breath away
the beauty of the setting sun that ends a perfect day
and when it comes to shooting stars, I've seen a few
but I've never seen anything...as beautiful as you

Holding you in my arms
no one else has fit so perfectly
I could dance forever with you, with you
and at the stroke of midnight
please forgive me if I can't let go
cause I never dreamed I'd find a Cinderella of my own

(Chorus)

from the moment I saw you,
from the moment I looked ïnto your eyes...



Love love love this song! :)

Monday, February 21, 2011

"When you go through deep waters and great trouble, I will be with you.
When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown.
Because you are precious to Me, you are honored, and I love you. "
-God-

quoted from JPCC Breaking Feb 2011

Saturday, February 12, 2011

"Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don’t get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes." ~Matthew 6:34 (the message)

Thursday, February 10, 2011

vanilla twilight - owl city

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

Monday, February 7, 2011

Mad - Ne-Yo ~so you think you can dance



love this

Friday, January 14, 2011

this is what i like/want to do


turning unused things to a useful and creative objects.
~from: design*sponge

Thank YOU



Just a little while longer I wanna pray
Can't get You off my mind so I came to say
Thank You Lord, just for loving me, alright
Many times I do forget
Every need that You have met
Oh thank You Lord, I know You're showing me
You are there when I am down and out
You're holding me, Your love is so amazing
Oh it changed me

CHORUS
Here I am with all I have
Raise my hands to worship You
I wanna say thank you, oh thank you
For everything, for who You are
You cover me, You touch my heart
I wanna say thank you

I could have died in my sin but You saved me
Didn't have any hope at all
You gave me peace divine, strength to carry on
I should have been the one to pay
But instead You took my place
Amazing grace, it's more than just a song
Even though I don't deserve Your love for me
You look beyond my fault and You showed me mercy

CHORUS

I wanna say thank you for the sun
Lord we thank you for the rain
Thank you for the love You gave

CHORUS


thank YOU Lord :)